19.12.19

Utterly emotional

I started when I was 4.
After 39 years, please.
Let me be in my corner. For a week.
Utterly emotional.

Oh. And.

V, VI, VII, [IX - R1 - IV], VIII, [I - III], S, II.

18.12.19

IX

I am one with the Force. The Force is with me.
I am one with the Force. The Force is with me.
I am one with the Force. The Force is with me.

Please, be good. Be *GOOD*.

24.11.19

Antithesis

I don't want to sound offensive or anything, but, among the very few certainties I have in my life, the fact that I am the perfect antithesis of every Christmas Hallmark-ish movie female main character is definitely one of them.

3.11.19

Sarah

She is the greatest.
Sorry, everyone.

I hope that they wrote at least 39 different research papers on the evolution of her character, and 14 sociology books because it is absolutely one-of-a-kind.

(Aaaaand. We need more 63-years old Linda Hamiltons in our media. Seriously).


2.11.19

28.9.19

Wreaking havoc

I am someone easy to leave
Even easier to forget
A voice, if inaccurate

Again, I'm the one they all run from
Diatribes of clouded sun
Someone help me find the pause button

All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc

I'm too exhausting to be loved
A volatile chemical
Best to quarantine and cut off

All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc

All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc

I'm but a thorn in your sweet side
You'd be better off without me
It'd be best to leave at once
All these tapes in my head swirl around
Keeping my vibe down
All these thoughts in my head aren't my own
Wreaking havoc

18.9.19

Grisu'

Adulting today.

In other news.
I extinguished a fire.
(And it was fun).

19.7.19

From my hands

So much I thought I'd have to say
Though I try to speak, my meaning strays
We can't avoid the facts that brought us here
I have come to say goodbye
The lies I try to tell with my own eyes;
An act of pride, a willful compromise
Please understand how torn I am
When I walk away from here
I lament the moments we won't share
If I am far too sentimental, I apologize
Please understand this is who I am
And who I'll still be when I've walked away from here
You know I'm not unkind
When I say in the future
The past is just the past
No going back
No change of heart
But this is now
Time will not differ
My thoughts betray, so easily confess
How long I'll wait here after you have gone
Nothing ends but I don't believe that now
Please don't walk away from here
I went alone and I remember days
Nothing will change a single fact of who you were to me
Oh, come what may, forever to the end
I find it so hard to let you go
And hush now, let it go now
There's no need for sad goodbyes
Hush now, let it go now
I know it's time to go
Time to let this fall from my hands

14.5.19

The tourist

"He’s a tourist. He vacations in people’s lives, takes pictures, puts them in his scrapbook, and moves on. All he’s interested in are stories.

Basically, Leslie, he’s selfish.
And you’re not.
That’s why you don’t like him."

Ron ♥️

25.2.19

Not yet

University canteen.
Suddenly on the radio "Wonderwall".
Me: Cool, Oasis.
Student close to me: Oh, wow! My mom always plays this one.
-_-

18.2.19

When you do not know

I cannot stop laughing. Da Vinci, in VOY "Scorpion - Part I" actually says "CHE CAZZO!" when his arm machine does not work. Besides some Picardian "merde", swearing in ST is unprecedented.